People have to face many phobias every day. There are a lot of things we are afraid of. Everybody has got his own fears. One is afraid of spiders another one is afraid of death. The biggest challenge is to overcome our phobias and to learn how to live with them.
I am afraid of many different things. I am scared of darkness, spiders, snakes, ghosts. I am terrified with the thought that I will be alone. That my husband and the biggest love of my life will be killed in an accident. I am afraid that one day my house will be empty.
To begin with, I am a girl and like every girl I am afraid of little creatures like spiders, cockroaches, snakes, etc. There was a time when I heared that during the sleep people may swallow a spider. I was so afraid after that information that I was sleeping with pillow on my face. I was also afraid of snakes. But one time I had to stay in a house where there was a boa in a cage. I spent there one month and now I am not scared of snakes. On the other hand I prefer not to stay close to those animals.
Another thing which is very scary for me is darkness. I don't know why but I am afraid to stay alone in a dark place, even if it is my house or my room. I am afraid of ghosts and other creatures which may wait to catch me in the darkness. When I am alone in the house I switch on light in all rooms and I watch TV. I have also noticed that when I am alone and scared I become very cold. I am not able to warm myself. My husnband always laugh that the only reason I married him was that I was cold and afraid.
However there are many scary things in my life one is the biggest. I am afraid to lose people who love me. I have got great parents. My mum is my best friend and I know that they are the only people who would give me everything to make me happy and safe. Sometimes I try to imagine that they are dead but I cannot. I know that one day it will happen and that they will be gone but this thoughts always make me cry. But I think that I will manage to live without them as that is life. People come and go and they are old. But I am terrified that my husband will die. This makes me feel even worse. He is young and handsome, but accidents happens. I think to myself that if something bad would happen to him I would go crazy. That is my biggest phobia.
I try to overcome my small and big phobias everyday. I try to be good person for my family. I try to give as much love as possible to my beloved because it can be our last day. I hope I will never regret that I didn't love them all enough.
